July

Hi,

I have missed another month not posting, because I was so busy with everything that happened last month. Today is finally Sunday, and is almost the end of my free time, so I am using for posting. That's how busy I am recently, and I love it.

I finally got a job, and it is surprisingly way better than I expected. Along with some caveats of course, but overall it has been great for me. In fact, it was so great that when I first went to work it feels like it was too good to be true and something terrible is going to happen right after, for example:

- I get fired immediately because they have realised that I was not what they thought I were. (But any problem I had it was mainly because I was desperate to prove myself and overstepped my boundaries a bit. But then again it was needed for me to improve myself. I just need to be more subtle and smart about it.)

- They are spending way too much money and will go bankrupt in a very short period of time. (Well this one is complicated but so far so good and they are not likely to go down anytime soon so heck yeah)

 So, yeah. So far so good, no reasons to be afraid that stick. I went out a lot with coworkers/friends this whole month. I do sport, I look great and feel great. I guess no introspective essay this month then, but it was retrospective. Just the beautiful side of it. If it gets bad I will write those again. I hope I don't have to any more, though. 

That being said, what makes this not a introspective essay? Anyway, the fact that I landed this job is just me being blessed. That means, I have to treat it like one; in other words, I must not think that because I am good that they put me in this place and pay me money... 

 Well, a bit of everything I guess. Just the right mix for a golden ticket. [The following of this blog has been redacted by not following the company's guideline. Repeated attempt to upload the aforementioned content will result from reprimand up to and including termination. Unless you subscribe to my Patreon. Ha ha got you you're stupid baka. Btw I might hop on Patreon and try to find gold there while avoiding the explicit ones, lol.]